Post by Elernia on Oct 21, 2008 17:37:46 GMT 1
It's been a while I think..
This place is really dead! Makes me all sad and stuff. .__. I guess everything just isn't made to last forever, unfortunately.
However, I didn't want things to end the way I planned them to. If some of you didn't know - yes - I 'brutally' broke up with Koruam. Yes, I told him I hated him. My parents found out about all of it and weren't happy, at all. I wasn't allowed to have any contact to foreign forums or online friends, so I blocked everyone of you in MSN. I unblocked Koruam later on after we settled things, but I was afraid to unblock the rest of you.
I admit, I'm a loser and a coward. I was afraid you all would be angry to me for saying to your friend that I hated him. I'm not even going to give you any explanations, Koruam can do that, since he believes me, more or less. That's all about that matter. I'm over it, he's over it, and honestly.. we're in good terms. I'm glad he has a better girlfriend now and is able to be happy.
Nowadays, I go to another forum. I got friends there who support me, I became a staff only about two or three months ago and I honestly like it there. It has about 80 members and is a lot more active than this one. BUT, it will never be more important than this forum and those people can never be as dear to me as you guys. I don't know where I would be without all of you, honestly. You taught me about roleplaying, about friendship and life in general. You encouraged me to be the person I've become and to be able to like myself. To trust myself to be confident about myself. I didn't have that honestly when I first met you guys.
I'll always miss School of the Imaginary. Currently, I'm roleplaying using a character 'Soraya'. She's slightly different from that Soraya you've seen me using in all these roleplays. I think she has grown up. However, I wish that you guys would remember her the way she was, me as the way I used to be and the way I am now. Because I'll never forget any of you and whenever I think about something Tim or Infy said, I tend to smile. Or when Yume and I called each other sisters, or when Danny sent me a music file where he was singing. Happy times.
Thank you so much all of you. You saved me from a teenage hell which my friends had to go through during that period. So far I unblocked Yume and Infy, since things have settled down at my home and my parents have forgiven me and we've talked things through.. I also am dating currently (despite the fact that I had to concentrate on studies..), but that's not very important. And my hair has changed. In any case, I'm still the same person. Hopefully a bit grown up though.
Once more, thanks guys. I love you all. I know I should've written this earlier, I'm sorry.
This place is really dead! Makes me all sad and stuff. .__. I guess everything just isn't made to last forever, unfortunately.
However, I didn't want things to end the way I planned them to. If some of you didn't know - yes - I 'brutally' broke up with Koruam. Yes, I told him I hated him. My parents found out about all of it and weren't happy, at all. I wasn't allowed to have any contact to foreign forums or online friends, so I blocked everyone of you in MSN. I unblocked Koruam later on after we settled things, but I was afraid to unblock the rest of you.
I admit, I'm a loser and a coward. I was afraid you all would be angry to me for saying to your friend that I hated him. I'm not even going to give you any explanations, Koruam can do that, since he believes me, more or less. That's all about that matter. I'm over it, he's over it, and honestly.. we're in good terms. I'm glad he has a better girlfriend now and is able to be happy.
Nowadays, I go to another forum. I got friends there who support me, I became a staff only about two or three months ago and I honestly like it there. It has about 80 members and is a lot more active than this one. BUT, it will never be more important than this forum and those people can never be as dear to me as you guys. I don't know where I would be without all of you, honestly. You taught me about roleplaying, about friendship and life in general. You encouraged me to be the person I've become and to be able to like myself. To trust myself to be confident about myself. I didn't have that honestly when I first met you guys.
I'll always miss School of the Imaginary. Currently, I'm roleplaying using a character 'Soraya'. She's slightly different from that Soraya you've seen me using in all these roleplays. I think she has grown up. However, I wish that you guys would remember her the way she was, me as the way I used to be and the way I am now. Because I'll never forget any of you and whenever I think about something Tim or Infy said, I tend to smile. Or when Yume and I called each other sisters, or when Danny sent me a music file where he was singing. Happy times.
Thank you so much all of you. You saved me from a teenage hell which my friends had to go through during that period. So far I unblocked Yume and Infy, since things have settled down at my home and my parents have forgiven me and we've talked things through.. I also am dating currently (despite the fact that I had to concentrate on studies..), but that's not very important. And my hair has changed. In any case, I'm still the same person. Hopefully a bit grown up though.
Once more, thanks guys. I love you all. I know I should've written this earlier, I'm sorry.